I was sitting this morning, thinking about what I had written yesterday. Wondering how and why God allows children to live in abuse. Why, if He Loves me, as I know He does, why I was not protected for the 13 years I was abused. I opened an email from Beliefnet, a site I frequent and clicked a link to read about a woman’s weight loss. I decided to see just HOW fat I am, and intended to click a link to an online ideal weight calculator. I hit the wrong link, and was directed to a page with an excerpt from Mother Teresa on Suffering. His hand guided me. I needed to read her words.

This is the excerpt entitled "Christ’s Compassion for the Suffering"

Suffering has to come because if you look at the cross, he has got his head bending down—he wants to kiss you—and he has both hands open wide—he wants to embrace you. He has his heart opened wide to receive you. Then when you feel miserable inside, look at the cross and you will know what is happening. Suffering, pain, sorrow, humiliation, feelings of loneliness, are nothing but the kiss of Jesus, a sign that you have come so close that he can kiss you. Do you understand, brothers, sisters, or whoever you may be? Suffering, pain, humiliation—this is the kiss of Jesus. At times you come so close to Jesus on the cross that he can kiss you. I once told this to a lady who was suffering very much. She answered, "Tell Jesus not to kiss me—to stop kissing me." That suffering has to come that came in the life of Our Lady, that came in the life of Jesus—it has to come in our life also. Only never put on a long face. Suffering is gift from God. It is between you and Jesus alone inside…. Our total surrender will come today by surrendering even our sins so that we will be poor. "Unless you become a child you cannot come to me." You are too big, too heavy; you cannot be lifted up. We need humility to acknowledge our sin. The knowledge of our sin helps us to rise. "I will get up and go to my Father."